The journey without reason

是什麼時候開始是什麼時候開始喜歡上畫畫的?
開啟腦袋裡的搜尋引擎，只找到一些片段的回憶。
小學的時候，媽媽送我到學校旁的畫畫班，星期三下午都跟水彩筆和顏料廝混。但是記得那時候並沒有特別喜歡畫畫。有一次，畫畫班的老師說了一個故事，關於四隻動物一起到布萊梅參加音樂會的故事。聽完後，我畫了四隻動物在夜裡雪地裡面不斷前進的圖畫。最後當同學們都完成作品以後，大家票選當日最棒的畫作，那天我的作品得到了第一名。　
這也許是旅程的開始，或許不是，或許旅程早已開始。我只知道當初我並沒有特別喜歡那幅畫。後來就沒有特別關於繪畫的回憶，大概就僅止於在國文課本上幫古聖先賢加鬍子加翅膀。
直到偶然的一次，我逛著文具店，不知道為什麼，拿起一組12色的色鉛筆就到櫃台結帳了。畫畫又再度回到了我的生命中。
後來我就帶著一本小素描本跟幾隻筆開始旅行。下雨天哪裡都不想去，有紙筆的陪伴就可以在咖啡店坐一個下午，再隨手就把自己的作品送給萍水相逢的有緣人。
直到現在我還不知道自己畫畫的原因，但這本來就不是個需要理由的旅程。

Love, Guitar, and Smile

Hope them come back to my life ASAP.
I need YOU~

These Dreams

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白天是緩慢且痛苦的，睜開眼睛只能看見情緒緩緩的流到虛無。
夜晚的夢境也許比較值得期待。

Jim Croce的故事時間:

Once we were lovers
But somehow things have changed
Now we're just lonely people
Trying to forget each other's names
Now we're just lonely people
Trying to forget each other's names

What came between us?
Maybe we were just too young to know
But now and then
I feel the same,
And sometimes at night I think
I hear you calling my name
Mm, mm, these dreams
Keep me going these days

Once we were lovers
But that was long ago
We lived together then
And now we do not even say hello
We lived together then
And now we do not even say hello

What came between us?
Maybe we were just too young to know
But now and then
I feel the same,
And sometimes at night I think
I hear you calling my name
Mm, mm, these dreams
Keep me going these days

Field of Gold

翻著朋友的FACEBOOK，無意間看到了一張相片，電腦的畫面就沒有動過。
直到把鉛筆跟素描本放下為止。
看著甫完成的速寫，眼神就這樣被吸住，動彈不得。腦中回響起Field of Gold的旋律，感受到陽光，麥田，跟微風。
然後我的眼神就這樣被吸引住，動彈不得。